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Wednesday, October 24, 2007

Boiling red

I've never been this irritated...am irritated with everything...everyone...all the time
i don't know whats happening to me..i am and i was the easily irritated kind...but these days i am just irritated and angry all the time..

am irritated about the way she walks...ambling along...like an elephant striding...am irritated with his smile..plastered on to his face..the same smile for everyone..no change in the amount, nor the emotion

am irritated that for him, five minutes is always fifteen and is never on time

i am irritated that i have lots to do...and am not working

am irritated that she is not what i though she was...

am irritated with him when he never lets me bitch in peace, am irritated that he finds reasons to justify all the things that i find wrong

the sound of the a/c irritates me...the food that i get to eat everyday on plates which might well have been licked by dogs, the classes that i sit in, the senseless assignments that i do, the amount or lack of sleep, the bed on which i sleep.....everything.....

i am irritated
am angry..
am angry that am irritated and irritated that am angry...

with everything
with everyone
with life...

20 comments:

Nioniel said...

I know the root...

BITS PILANI ><

manu 'the don' varma said...

indeed, people can really relate to this and feel what ur feeling on reading tht...

vrinda said...

@nioniel
er...bits pilani???!!

@manu
glad!!

thanks for ue comments guys...:)

manu 'the don' varma said...

glad tht ur glad...
yeah most people are at some point irritated and angry with their lives

suji said...

even wen in between all these adversities, irritations and anger... glad that u r alive..
yeah, u bleed jus to know u r alive.. some times that is d only sign.. many a times, that in itself means a lot..
so, no worries.. live on..:-)

Nioniel said...

you study there don't you?
*makes shocked face*

Or so i heard...

A.S. said...

I don't know who that guy is who doesn't let you bitch in peace but fear not fair lady...bitch your heart out into this cyber void and we shall sypathise, agree and bitch back.
Oh wait, when other people try to get all understanding instead of just leaving you alone, does that irritate you too? That happens to me sometimes but on exceptionally bad days only.
*raises hands* We come in peace.

crumbs said...

muahahahaha! now I can blackmail you :D

dude, bitching is an AMAZING catharsis. Anyone who does not let you do that is among those annoying there-eternal-sunshine-over-my-head types, they're harmless on a good day, likable even, but when you are pissed you just need to get as far away from those as you can. I mean when you've the bitcher's club just next dore (hint, hint), why grumble in the silence of the web :)

vrinda said...

@nioniel
bits!!???buahahahaha
nopes...am in CIEFL...english n foreign lang uni hyderabad...

@AS
oh i get irritated at anyone and anythin...just tht it doesn happn always...and ya i will bitch to glory over here...anonymity helps:D

@suji
oh yeah am alive...felt lots better after the bitchin

@crumbs...
just try the black mail idiot...:D

Cold & Silent..... said...

think y r u irritated..........nd theres more irritation......sometimes theres just no reason.....

Vinitha said...

oh noez! i hve been through this..so i knw exactly wht u mean! chill..trust me..u'l be fine after sometime!
U take care okai..

Nioniel said...

My bad...

I have unreliable sources, geez ><

vrinda said...

@ cold and silent
thank u for the comment :) the best thing to do when u r irritated is to not to think too much...but then i dont always practice what i preach :D

@vini
cheers :D

@nioniel
scram ur sources...hear from the horses mouth...i wouldn be found dead in the BITS campus..maths n me don go very well togethr...hee hee

hari(sh) said...

"We boil at different degrees." says Emerson

and

"When angry, count four; when very angry, swear." says Twain

Reading the twain in tandem you need to count more than four and swear till you sweat..

hari(sh) with an unplastered smile :-)

vrinda said...

@ harishettan

the comment tht i was wiating for...:)now i can write my new post ;)

Confusion Confounded said...

kno wht u mean.. m passing thru a similar phase.. cant stand anybody or anything.. maybe coz suddenly m feelin very superior.. studyin fr my civils..!!!

vrinda said...

join the club mate...:D

all the best for ur civils :)

Abhinav Viswambharan said...

so much anger and frustration...hope there were no casualties...:D

Ammu said...
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Ammu said...

again sounds like me....:(

did it really happen with u?:O